The Seeker

instead of trying to find my style
i shall let it seek me out,
but what medium will I enlist?
oils require ventilation, acrylics dry
too fast, pastels create dust,
charcoal gets under my nails,
colored pencils require constant
sharpening, water colors insist
on layers, and i don't sew so
fabric art is out, pen and ink take
time and patience, art drawings
on the computer aren't organic,
collage means pasting and i
dislike getting glue on my hands--
instead of trying to find my style
i shall try squiggles and eyes closed
drawings in the pursuit
i shall eat fancy iced biscuits
i shall drink masala chai from a toadstool
i shall sit as  a seeker
searching for my peculiar style